Sitting in the quiet of the new day's dawn, I marvel at the fresh blanket of new snow.
I hold the moment as a gift and consider whether I'll walk, run, or blaze a trail on skis today.
Thick white powder adorns the trees making them look so sugary sweet.It's hard to imagine that just two days ago the temperatures were summer-like.
Lights glow from our neighbor's kitchen window and I suspect she is preparing a tasty feast.
In just a handful of hours the aroma of Thanksgiving will emanate from houses near and far.
Families will soon gather, smiles will be shared and dishes will be passed.
As hunger satisfies, chatter will quiet as slumber has its way again.
There are some who won't share what my family will today.
I think of them as I recall the distress and unrest that was once a part of us.
We celebrate the change that comes after a seemingly eternal wait is finally over.
What happens overnight or in a blink of an eye sometimes feels less miracle-like.
Much of the world still sleeps as I think of all that has happened within me.
It is too early to see many of the tangible signs, yet life is whirling and twirling within me.
More than blood courses through my veins.
Joy and happiness, contentment and peace.
My body holds my own heart and now a small one of another.
Many days my reality still feels like a dream.
I sometimes dismiss the significance of this time since there isn't evidence in my shape.
Still, cells are being multiplied at a rapid rate as limbs and organs are being formed.
The wait was long, yet it was purposed for so much more than I'll ever even know.
Though doubt often niggled at me, trust was perfectly honed within me.
The length of the wait doesn't make today any more or less of a miracle than it is.
We are simply at the mercy of God for how our story will unfold and how we will grow.
The seasons sometimes seemed so mixed up.
There were summer daisies blooming when there should have been fall mums.
Still, contentment came before this little one was ever conceived.
For this I'm most grateful because it truly isn't circumstantial for me.
Forgiveness, peace and joy finally fill my heart and my home.
Today and this moment, as well as the wait and the wonder, was all a deliberately given gift.
Everything ties together for me as I look out at the perfectly white snow-covered trees.
The shards of grief gave way to all that has grown within me.
Life feels a lot like death a lot of the time and we wrestle at His ways.
Still, peace eventually unfurls within us and for this I give thanks.